There's a Lot Swimming 'Round, Swimming 'Round In My Head

Yesterday I was changing after work, and when I was looking at myself in the mirror I kind of thought that I looked good. It was interesting. This year I've been very WHATEVER about clothes and being stylish and all of that kind of stuff, but yesterday was a pretty day. It was cool.

Sometimes its good to make things right with people. I am the kind of person who can't handle it when someone hates me or is really angry at me, and I always want to make it right. It shouldn't always be made right, though. Sometimes you just have to let it go. Recently, I made a situation with someone right and I feel good about it. I'm glad. I missed that person as a friend, as someone to talk to. They make me happy.

I had a wonderful wake-up call this morning. It made my day! =)
I had a wonderful end to the day call this evening. It made me smile a lot.

I can't believe that I graduate in 6 months. It's so crazy to think about. Where has time gone?! Is highschool really almost over?! It seems like just yesterday I was a freshman in Physics class, or a sophomore in Algebra II, or even a junior in AP Statistics. How is it I'm halfway done senior year?!
I've enjoyed it. Does that measure success? Is it a good senior year because I enjoyed it? I think so. I think this has been a great year so far, no matter what anyone else says. I'm having a blast and I love it.

Here's to 2009. Senior year. Beginning of the rest of my life, my ADULT life. Turning 18.

Here's to the rest of our lives. May they be full. May they have good times. May they have growing times. May they have friends. And fun. And most importantly, may they be full of love.


Currently Listening To: The Dirt Whispered by Rise Against

Wow. It's been a long time.

Many many things are different since I wrote on here. I'm halfway done senior year. I was accepted to college! I made friends. I lost friends. I changed. I grew. I lived.

I think that's the important thing. Through good and bad, I lived. I experienced life. A lot of it was the best life has to offer. Some of it was the worst life has to offer. But I lived it all.

Music: Lil Wayne, Kanye West, Cartel, T.I.

Books: Not too many actually

Movies: The Dark Knight, Hancock

TV: House, One Tree Hill, The Real World

Sometimes I wonder how it's possible to change this much. But I guess it is.

"Love, live life, proceed, progress"

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You'll find my stuff there way more than you will here. Give it a read sometime. All honesty. No sugarcoating.

Today I was informed that people actually read this. Perhaps I'll keep up a little more than I have been.


It's 2008. This year I'll be a senior. That's so wierd to think about. I never really imagined high school when I was younger, but this is better than I could ever imagine it!


Today, I had a really good time. Molly, Michelle, David, and I went to Texas Roadhouse after church for lunch, and Pat met us there. It was so much fun! I love hanging out with chill people that I don't need to feel anxious about. I love being able to have silences that aren't awkward. Absolutely love it.

I just figured out how to put music onto my new phone. I'm rather excited.

Holiday build up drives me crazy. Holidays are actually very nice.

That's all.

As my friend pointed out...it's been a month. Update? I got a job at Pizza Hut and I'm working 22 hours this weekend. I got my license and drove in the snow. My computer is finally fixed. I really don't know what else to say. Life remains in a very good place. I'm very happy. Very content. That is rare, I think. Very few people seem to be content.

Today we got out of school early because of snow. I had a little bit of time to waste in the afternoon, so I was doing a bit of reflecting on life. I tend to do that at night when I can't sleep...but I've been sleeping at decent hours of the night recently. Every night for the past week and a half I've had a nightmare, though. I usually don't dream, and then all of the sudden it's been 10 nights in a row. I think that's odd, and I don't know what it means. I love how ancient cultures saw dreams and nightmares as omens, and we as Americans just see them as something that's so whatever it doesn't even matter. Perhaps they are significant.

I love life right now. It's absolutely ridiculous. I don't think I've ever been happier than I've been recently. Even with the grounding...it's not even a big deal. I just love things the way they are. And I get my license soon...so that's awesome and will make it even easier to enjoy life! Ahh. I ABSOLUTELY love it.

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